“It is saying these things that keeps us from falling apart.and maybe by imagining these futures we can make them real, and maybe not, but either way we must imagine them. the light rushes out and floods in. 

I stand in this parking lot , realizing that I’ve never been this far from home, and here is this girl I love and cannot follow. I hope this is the hero’s errand , because not following her is the hardest thing I have to do.”

 

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“I want you to have your life, for you to decide on a whim to travel for a few weeks. For you to leave me here alone bored and wishing for the small Facebook pop-up with your face that tells me “hi.”

I don’t always want to be invited for your evenings out and I don’t always want to invite you to mine. Then I can tell you about it and hear you tell me about yours the next day.”

I want you to live your life, and I also want to live mine. So let’s be good friends for now.

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And I didn’t know running your hands through your hair could look so good.

About the way you do it, you got me hooked I’ll admit.

Hoping you don’t see what it does to me when you say my name randomly.

And I kick a beat with my heartbeat, you’re taking over me. I surrender.

Just breathe in that night time air. You got me wide-eyed messy hair.

Yeah, I don’t know what I’m saying but I just don’t care. And I just can’t take this feeling right here.

But I like it.

– I Like It, Hearts on Fire Mixtape by Cimorelli

Please

Paki-kidnap naman ako sa trabaho ko ngayon.

Paki-sabi nga ulit sakin kung bakit ko to ginagawa?

Paki-linaw ulit sa akin kung bakit hindi ko na yun dapat isipin.

Paki-samahan naman ako kumain.

Paki-text mo na naman ako ng good night at good morning!

Paki-sabi naman sa kaniya, miss ko na siya.

I don’t know what to feel. My heart is breaking for something I shouldn’t even care about anymore.

I feel like crying but I know I shouldn’t. My heart is getting heavier by the day. Lonelier by night.

But I don’t want anyone to know that I’m sad again. So I just tie my laces so freaking tight and just keep walking and smile.