Most of the times, I envy other people. Not because of the things they have, but because of the things I thought they don’t have.
I always pity myself for being a 21 year old with so many responsibilities in my early life and it sometimes feel like I carry the world on my shoulders. I look at older or younger people with happiness and sadness, yes, both at the same time. I feel happy for them because they seem to be living with no worries other than what’s going on in their favorite teleseryes and with their love life. Sad also because I wish I’m like them, having the time of my life without having to face tomorrow worrying about all the things around me and my family.
But I was wrong.
As I look closer, I can see that they also have their own fair share of problems in life. I was not alone all this time. I am not alone, up until now.
Everybody has a burden to carry. Some just can hide it and handle it well.
just a realization i made after seeing a friend’s brother’s sns accounts