Man, this is harder than I thought.
I’m struggling with writing a post. I can’t believe it. LOL. I’ve been away for quite some time and now, I don’t know how to start.
Well, the main reason I attempted to post something in here is because I feel bad. I feel bad about myself yet again. I don’t know if it shows but I am one big insecure girl. I have overcome it already but the feeling of insecurity always find a way back. What’s worse is that I have to go through the process of learning how to accept myself all over again. I’m tired and totally sick of it.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME???
Why do I end up thinking that I am not good enough? I have very low self esteem you know. I fear that people will stay away from me because I’m a no one.
Sometimes, I wish I will just return to being a shy and timid girl so that all I have to do is stay inside our house and dream away. I fear I will disappoint people when I fail to meet their expectations.
It’s easy to say to love and accept yourself. It’s just that in real life, acceptance is like looking for a needle in a ocean of sand.
Joo Won a.k.a the current love of my life. Haha. 🙂 Sorry not sorry.
There is nothing wrong with you, okay? There is absolutely nothing wrong with you. Sometimes, things just do not work out with other certain people and there is nothing you can do about it.
There is nothing wrong with you, if they decide to pick someone else over you.There is nothing wrong with you, if they decide that you are wrong for them.
We cannot be everyone’s first choice. No matter how badly you want it to be, some things are never going to happen and it never will no matter how hard you wish for it. And we have to accept the truth and face reality, we have to take the pain and endure the hurt – and then we move on and grow from it.
We are not always someone’s Juliet or Romeo. We are not always someone’s Noah or Allie. We cannot be everyone’s great love. Sometimes, we are the best friend. We are the bystander, we are the one they ignore. We are the one they do not notice, we are the “just the friend” and we are the one they choose to let go of.
We are not and we cannot, always be with the person we made ourselves believe we should be with. And don’t ever let that make you start to think there is a flaw in you, because there is nothing wrong with you, okay?
Arachi? 🙂 (means okay)
Remember, we cannot be everyone’s great love. But even if we cannot be for everyone, there is always someone, always, always, who loves us.
Have a happy Tuesday! Walang kain, walang tulog. Nearly fainting. Wiw. :<