I Should Be Over All The Butterflies

Hi. :’>

Wala naman, naisipan ko lang sabihin sayo na may crush na ako. :):>:]

Bagong kakilala lang. Mukha naman siya mabait at okay siya kausap. Yun nga lang sa chat lang sa facebook at sa text kasi taga-malayo siya. No clue na muna ngayon kung sino siya at saan siya nakatira. Akin na lang muna ‘yunnnn. Hayyyy. 

Opo, wag kayo mag-alala dahil JW din siya at auxi pa! Nuxxxx. 

Yun lang po, happy crush lang naman. 

P.S. Sana itext niya po ako ulit. Hayyyy. 🙂

“I should be over all the butterflieeesssss. But I’m into you (I’m into you). And baby even on our worst nights, I’m into you (I’m into you). Let them wonder how we got this far, ’cause I don’t really need to wonder at all that after all this time I’m still into you.” ♪♫♫♫♪ 

~La da di da di da

Hello long weekeeeend. Hello Quisao! 🙂


For Keeps :)

How will you know if a guy is for keeps?

Well, a crush is very much different to a boyfriend material. A crush can be anyone- someone who is stunningly good-looking, someone who is smart, nice and friendly or someone who is oozing with so much talent. Crushes can be found anywhere but a person whom you can consider as a boyfriend material is rare. They say crush lasts for at least 4 months then after that period of time and you’re still crushing on someone, that’s stalking already. Haha. Lol. JK. What I’m trying to say is that crush is something temporary while a boyfriend is and should be someone you consider as a future spouse. I mean get real, you don’t enter a relationship just for experience right? A person becomes committed with someone because he/she considers that person as a potential partner for a lifetime. Or at least that’s what I believe in (and what the bible says too). That’s why you should be really careful in knowing if a guy is a boyfriend material or not. 

These are my opinion. I repeat, my OPINIONS only. 

Number 1. He should be someone who loves God (Jehovah, see Psalm 83:18) more than you and he should bring you closer to God not away from Him. 



A person who loves God more than anything else (including her girlfriend) is someone who will never do things that can hurt the two of you. He will respect you and treat you the way you deserve to be treated. He is someone who hopes for the best in your relationship and someone who knows what love really is. 

Number 2. He is someone who brings out the best in you. You’ll never have to pretend to be someone you’re not in front of him, his family and his friends. He loves you just the way you are. There may be some things that you do that irritate him but after telling you off, he just let it slide. He inspires you to be the best in everything you do but doesn’t hover or control you. In your times of failure, he will stay by your side and still accept you together with a heartwarming hug. 

Number 3. He is not ashamed to be seen with you in public. He’s the person who doesn’t mind if you show up looking like a clown from a circus. He doesn’t care if you’re clothes are not signatured, if you’re shoes are worn-out already and couldn’t care less if you’re wearing make-up or not. No matter what you look like, he’s the man next to your father that’s proud of the person that you are. 

Number 4. He is someone faithful and true to you. He doesn’t look at any other girl even if Anne Curtis or Solenn Heusaff is around. You are the apple of his eye. You are the only girl worth watching for him. He will love the way you smile, the way you laugh even if you let out some weird noises when you do. He thinks it is cute when you get mad because he teases you. Most of all, he looks at you like it’s only just the first time that you met. He never gets tired of you and never will be. He tells you everything, even the things that you might never want to hear. He honestly criticize you, but trying hard to tell it in a way that you will not get offended because that’s the last thing he wanted to happen. 

Number 5. He loves your family. Even though, you don’t have the perfect family he still loves them. He loves them just like the way he loves you because it’s his way of being grateful to them. He is thankful because if it’s not for your family who raised you and took care of you, he wouldn’t have met the wonderful person that you are. Sometimes, you may feel that he’s closer to your family than you but that’s his way of letting you know that he is willing to be a part of your family. 

That’s all I have for now. I hope you’re able to learn something from me. Always remember what love is. Stay in love everyday! :)♥

Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous. It does not brag, does not get puffed up, does not behave indecently, does not look for its own interests, does not become provoked. It does not keep account of the injury. It does not rejoice over unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth.   It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things,endures all things. Love never fails. – 1 Cor. 13:4-8, New World Translation

“Of course, you never really forget anyone, but you certainly release them. You stop allowing their history to have any meaning for you today. You let them change their haircut, let them move, let them fall in love again. And when you see this person you have let go, you realize that there is no reason to be sad. The person you knew exists somewhere, but you are separated by too much time to reach them again.”
– Chelsea Fagan, How We Let People Go

But what I’m letting go is my feelings. 😛


My back aches because of working all day. My eyes hurt because of my computer screen that I have been facing 8 hours now but still I chose to still sit down and type this blog post. 

Yesterday, aside from having the good intentions of filling myself up with spiritual food in the convention, I’d hate to say that I went because I really wanted to see you. Even after all this time of successfully convincing my friends (and unsuccessfully convincing myself) that I already forgot about you, I hopelessly find myself excited for the chance to see you and somehow hoping that you’ll talk to me now though the chances are really slim. 

But you didn’t.  Not even one smile. Can you not at least fake a smile for me? Or maybe a raise of eyebrows. Or even just a glance. 

All this time, I have been keeping my heart empty so that you can re-enter freely anytime you want. And now, I have realized that was a huge mistake and a waste of time. It was a mistake because I shouldn’t have done that in the first place. A person’s heart should never be empty even if it is having a hard time. It should be filled with love from people and for people so that it could heal at a faster pace. 

And now I’m choosing to be healed fully and completely. 

Adieu, my love. Adieu.

I don’t know if it’s seriously love or have I mistaken this feelings of mine for love? But of one thing, I am now sure of. Whatever this is, whatever name you have for it, I’m letting it go. 

A flame cannot die down if you keep on fueling it. And right now, I’ll do my best to pour water to my flaming heart and watch  how the drops kill every flame, every spark. To ease the pain of something burned, you should let it cool down right? 

But know that hate has no place in my heart especially for you. You’re still that person who managed to put a smile on my heart in some point of our lives and I will always remember you like that. You’re still that friend who accidentally throw a volley ball on me which I think had been the cause of my falling. It’s just that you never managed to catch me. You’re still the  guy who wiped a seat for me and the guy who used to give me a back ride in his motorcycle while yelling “Kumapit ka!” 

I wish that someday when we bumped into each other, I can manage to smile at you and greet you without all the worries and pain of yesterday. I would surely say hello and we can finally be real friends. 

I have read that the word adieu in French is used for expressing good wishes when someone leaves. In our case, you’re not the one who is leaving neither am I. But my feelings are, and I hope when these feelings of mine finally come back they are for someone that I will love for a lifetime. 

Until we meet again, love. 


Stay Focused KC!

Sometimes, you just have to step outside.

Breathe some fresh air.

Remind yourself of who you are and who you want to be. 

~Don’t lose track. Stay kind, you can never go wrong with kindness. You may never be appreciated right now but remember that no act of kindness, no matter how small, is ever wasted. 🙂

Just be yourself. Do your best. Stay true. Pray hard. Trust Jehovah. (Psalms 34:18)