Get It Right

What have I done?
I wish I could run away from this ship goin’ under
Just tryin’ to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn’t good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down?
‘Cause my best intentions keep makin’ a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right?
To get it right

Can I start again?
With my faith shaken, ’cause I can’t go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser, I’ll get through this

What can you do when your good isn’t good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down?
‘Cause my best intentions keep makin’ a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me to get it right?

So I throw up my fist, throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn’t fair
I’ll send out a wish and I’ll send up a prayer
And finally someone will see how much I care

What can you do when your good isn’t good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down?
Oh, my best intentions keep makin’ a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take to get it right?
To get it right.

No more Finn to sing this to. Saddening.

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Here’s To Me… Finally

Hi! Once again, here I am apologizing for not updating you. Sorry. But today is an exception because I feel like I need to pour all my thoughts tonight so I can finally move on with my life and let go of things.

These past few days, natutunan ko na hindi pala talaga madali gumawa ng desisyon. Lalo na kapag yung alam mong tama e hindi mo masyadong gusto. But I believe that people can avoid making mistakes if they know the difference between what feels good and what feels right. They have to remember that what feels good is not always right and what feels right doesn’t always feel good.

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Yes, I am shattered. But I’m feeling fine at the same time because I know what I did is right. I also know that I’ll be thankful in the future for what I did. Kaya naman, eto ulit ako gumagawa ng listahan ng mga bagay na gusto ko gawin at maabot. I think setting priorities for yourself help you grow and become a better person. That’s what I want- to grow and become better.

So here’s my list:

1. Gusto ko po talaga makapag-auxiliary pioneer ng dire-diretso. Kaya I’m working on my schedule na this July! Sana po maabot ko. Jah help me. :3

2. Mag-iipon na po talaga ako. Resist KC. RESIST TEMPTATION. Kahit na po andami ko gusto bilhin (gitara, new cellphone, digicam, etc.) hindi ko po talaga sila bibilhin. Mahirap ang walang pera kapag may emergency.

3. Magpapaka-healthy na po ako. YAY FOR HEALTHY LIVING! Hindi na po ako masyado kakain ng junkfood at iinom ng softdrinks. Mag-eexercise na po ako at iinom ng vitamins. Nagiging sakitin na kasi ako which is not me lalo na dati. E ngayon, konting ambon lang nagkakasakit na ako.

4. Personal study every night. Ginagawa ko na to kaso feeling ko po kulang yung kalidad ng pag-aaral ko. Para kasing feeling ko I can do so much better. I do well in studying for school kaya dapat mas mahusay ako kapag sa bible di po ba?

5. Grow and be mature. PERIOD.

6. Hindi na po ako aasa na magka-love life ngayon. HAHAHAHA. Opo, hihintayin ko na lang po yung laan ni Jah. Di na po talaga ako mag-kakacrush. HAHA. OA? Joke lang. De, hindi ko po muna iisipin ang mga bagay na yan kasi bata pa naman ako. Serve Jah to the fullest na lang. 🙂

7. Umuwi ng Nagcarlan every weekend. Miss na miss ko lagi ang pamilya ko po. Promise po, uuwi na talaga ako every weekend except ngayon kasi may sakit ako. *achoo, singhot, nginiiig*

Yan na! Sana magawa ko. I want to feel better and become better. Kayo din lahat! I love you followers 5ever! :)♥ Kahit na di niyo naman binabasa to at fi-nollow niyo lang ako for the follow back. Hihi.