Hi there! I almost forgot that I have a blog here. Hehe. I’ve been busy lately. Actually, I was not able to have a good night sleep because I washed my clothes and finished very late. I got my blood pressure taken this afternoon and oh my, I’m low blood as usual. 80/60. :<
I have been so emotional last month. After four years, I had my heart broken again. Uggh, not cool seriously. But I would like to take this opportunity to release all the negative feelings I have. After all, what I’m trying to do right now is to move on. It’s sad to be hurt by the person you like most in the world. You get this pain inside your chest that you just can’t get rid of. Unconsciously, your mind flies towards that horrible memory once more, and again the pain comes back.
And I want to be happy again. I want to stop forcing laughter and faking smiles. I wanna go back to the old me who’s ready to face all the things that the world is gonna throw at me. Last Sunday, I watched a movie called A Millionaire’s First Love. I have heard a line which I really liked. It says, “When the wound heals, the mind ripens.”
And I am waiting for my wound to heal. I want my mind to ripen, because I don’t want to hold hate against that person for a long time. I want my mind to be at peace and I don’t want the pain to come back again. And to be able to do that, I need a mature mind and a strong heart.
I’m hoping to be okay again. ASAP. Lol.